I meant to post this a month ago because the emotion was so raw – but time got away from me then.
Today a little piece of something reminded me of it so I felt compelled to share:
It was the day before Thanksgiving and up until this moment [of my story] I had had a crappy day. Things that could potentially go wrong had. So to close my crappy day I went shopping at Trader’s for my groceries – looking forward to being done, going home and shutting out the world with the closing of my front door. People were in an especially caustic mood – I’m talking rare form rudeness and parking lot rage. I got honked at for waiting for a pedestrian I think. Anyway, as I left the parking lot for a saner space on the side street my usual nihilistic view of humanity took a hold on me with phrases of, “I HATE people”, “Most people should just DIE!” running through my head. In such a mood I went in & did my eventless shopping. Then, on my way back to my car it happened. Continue reading “a bit of everyday Magick”